That is a very valid point, and yes, I think that this kind of thoughts might have grown more intrusive as time went by, until he reached a point where this happens. It would have been nice to see a little more inside Alec's mind, I think he was a great character and had so many possibilities. But alas, here's to wishful thinking.

Oh, thanks! I'm sadly beta-less at the moment, and there's only so many re-reads you can do on your own. Will fix it immidiately.

I'm glad you enjoyed it!